Once again, Germaine, God has spoken to my heart through your ministry.  Recently, I have been plagued with worry and fear about my future without my husband because he has been quite inexplicably ill.  At first I knew I should pray and have faith, but eventually, that knowledge escaped me and I became unable to pray or even read God’s Word.  Not long ago I set your website as my home page and every morning I would start my day off there and then on to Scriptural study, but lately when I would get on the internet I would immediately skip my home page and Google for what I needed to learn that day.  This was actually bothersome to me, but I did it anyway. I was deliberately avoiding contact with God.  Last night I had a dream and in this dream I was my “old” self. I was doing things I would never do now and enjoying them.  When I woke, I was so deeply disturbed that I immediately came to the computer to read your daily letter.  I was amused to see that the very first sentence of your message was “Would you want to go back to your old life?”  The answer is absolutely NO!  (I have received Your message Father and I am sorry.)  Thank you for being there to help me back to the new, real me, Germaine.          God bless.